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Tuesday, January 14, 2003
so i sent my resume out to six offices and got a total of six responses. yeay!! now i can chose if i want to work in the legal field or in the medical field and i get to barter for wages and benefits. so there goes one large portion of stress.
and recently, my best friend has made a reappearance into my life. i didn't realize how much i missed her. she rocks. even better, she wants to get her own place and i think i might want to live with her. it will be nice living with her again... she's more like a sister than friend.
i love eric and nate for letting me stay here. yeah so everything is good. thats all i got.
ps would you love me more if i was featured on suicidegirls.com ? i know how hot you think they are;) haha. i like the pixies and bright eyes too...
Current mood:  accomplished
Wednesday, January 8, 2003
so in general, i am bored. school today... first two classes are amazing, the last two not so great. maybe i should go downtown but alas it is too much effort.
i have a an admirer at school. hes cute but um... hes sixteen.
i have a date tomorrow. screw chris. he always hoes (sp?) me out anyway;) haha... me and peanut are going to have qdoba, bowling, beer and kareoke.
thats all i got.
Current mood:  awake
Monday, January 6, 2003
3:45PM
first day of school... i am here from 1 to 6:45. it's not as exciting as it sounds. my roommate works with curtiss at the mott bookstore now. that's pretty funny.
Saturday, January 4, 2003
11:15AM
my sleep was plagued with dreams...
Current mood:  restless
"shotgunning anybody in this room would be the moral equivalent of killing a car, a vacuum cleaner, a Barbie doll. erasing a computer disk. burning a book. probably that goes for killing anybody in the world. we're all such products."
in TC for the weekend visiting family. i was hoping that there would be a lot of time to write and think. i never realized how much my family talks. and how ninety percent of it is useless white noise. people need to stop making noise sometimes and just shut up and be together.
i miss my oasis that is home. for living with two guys, it is quiet and calm. i guess you do not notice these things until you are knee deep in chatter and giggles. grrr... women:)
bonus: my uncle has two towers on dvd already so we just watched it again. pretty sweet.
Thursday, December 26, 2002
10:57AM
christmas eve was spent at chris' big family thing, which was kind of cool. they had good food. it was amusing though because all of chris' cousinsd "guilty pleasure" music was a part of my cd collection and definately not considered a guilty pleasure. i guess i really am a nerd:)
then i went to spend the night at my mom's according to tradition. my 18 year old sister woke me up at 9:00 and was all excited and cute, which was really nice because she's been really depressed this christmas and it was cool that she was actually happy.
did the present thing. got new stuff for my bed (jenn is right, you do love house stuff when you get older), silverware, an izone camera, and a lot of random stuff i can't think of right now. my brother got my the almost famous soundtrack, which i love, and my sister got me dark crystal and labyrinth, two of our favorite movies as children.
went to chris' breifly. got a best buy gift card... really cool because now i can pick up a few cd's i've been wanting.
my dad's house didn't suck like i thought it would. he was decent. he got me a vacuum (i needed one), dvd's: dancer in the dark, american history x, and rushmore, and cd's: pete yorn, ben folds, the pixies, and elvis costello. cool gifts.
went next door and watched nightmare before christmas. made a date to watch monsters inc. with chris everson.
overall, i liked christmas.
Current mood: awake
Monday, December 23, 2002
so tomorrow...or i guess technically today... i am leaving my home. corey is coming over to say good bye and get the rest of his stuff... i didn't realize how much was still here. i wasn't this sad when i moved out of my mom's home nor when i left any of the other places i have lived. you know the white stripes video where all of the ghosts of all of the things that happened in the house become visable... its a little like that. this place holds so many of my memories... most good but some bad.
sometimes i wish i could move things back. leaving one place makes me realize all of the things i have left or that have left me. sometimes i really ache for my friends that i do not see very often. people that i love because i know them so well it seems like we have spent lifetimes together... people who were there when i defined myself and have only loved me more for my definition.
we move apart but not really because when i see them it feels like the last time we hung out was yesterday... still nothing is the same as waking up to the people you have grown up with asleep on the couch in the middle of summer when non of you have anything to do.
i miss that.
Wednesday, December 18, 2002
11:50PM
two towers was amazing. probably one of the best films i have seen in ages. i remember the first time i picked up the first book and how it captivated my imagination. peanut- you are right, the battle of helms deep is outstanding:)
Tuesday, December 17, 2002
11:56PM
things are definately up in the air as far as housing is concerned. i can't thank nate and eric enough for letting me stay with them for a whle until i get a home.
mike... when josh moves out will you be looking for a roomate? let me know the details if you are. i think i might be interested.
happy birthday to maia:)
Monday, December 16, 2002
10:33PM
i just had the best few days. and i am eating cold shrimp...yum:) oh yes and i got to fifties style dresses today for 14.99 each. yay:)
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
11:53PM
haha.. tonight i waitressed a frat party. got to be all sexed up and made hell of tips. it was a very good night especially since vic and i worked a mercy dinner (funeral dinner) this morning and only made fifty dollars each. damn those kids can drink though. i must have sold $800 in liquor and they were good tippers..which might have had more to do with my short skirt...;) heehee
Monday, December 9, 2002
love me like winter loves water...
in a way that is necessary to your very being
i'm not old enough yet to forget that monsters do live in closets
...my heart breaks almost every time i fall asleep.
Saturday, December 7, 2002
2:39AM
if any of you have worked a job where you love your coworkers and even though the job itself can be annoying everything is cool because you make good money and you love the people your with, then you understand what my great return to broadstreet felt like tonight. i haven't waited tables in years. i tell you:)
i haven't seen some of those people in ages and it was damn wonderful to see everyone, work my ass off, make 130 dollars and get to drink for free... that's all i got.
Current mood:  energetic
Friday, December 6, 2002
galaxy was really fun tonight. i always forget how much i like jennifer and allison and then i hang out with them and its amazing. so maybe sunday we can get our nugget sweaters and make them. yeah... word to bibi and tiff.
maia brought her boy and he was really cool. i think it might be one of the first times i've actually hung out with him. he's fun though. so my plan is to go to saginaw and hang out with them and jim. that would be cool.
also if the apartment im looking at is nice enough, it looks like me amd maia and jennifer might be roomates. that would be excellent. oh and i think mike might live there too. i love having a lot of roomates. and i'm giving up on nate's basement.
and i guess im getting coffee with corey tomorrow night. wow its been a while since i talked to him and the last time i think all i did was cry because i was having a bad week. oh wait i think brett and victor are coming too. which is also swell.
i have a busy next few days so i will talk to all of you amazing people sunday? or moday perhaps.
jenn give my love to the philly boys. and i want to hang out with you and amy sometime too.
mikee... you are such a wonderful person. just want you to know:)
i think we are on the same page and then you don't even know the meaning of campy. can we go on a date soon?
Current mood:  aggravated
Thursday, December 5, 2002
11:18AM
so i have a job and it looks like i may have to call in. blah. i have spider bites all over my hip and they are getting bigger and bigger, giving the appearance of spreading and the stuff the doctor gave me is not working. good thing i have worked at broadstreet before and they love me and will still let me work there:)
i really love the feeling of stepping out of the hot shower and into the cold air. i'm a sucker for the temperature change on bare, wet skin.
i have a job again...waitressing but its still cool.
i might have a new home...we'll see how that goes. if i have a new home, i will also have a kitten... audrey.
Current mood: accomplished
Sunday, December 1, 2002
12:13AM
last night was swell.
saw people that i love to be around and some people i haven't seen in a while. yay for maia coming out. my mom came out and my best friend from childhood. heartland was amazing, as were the fags and kbc. i was disappointed no poison summer but i guess that is how it goes. matt's amy is a nice girl.
my darling friends and boyfriend were wasted. that was amusing to say the least. i definately had some highly memorable conversations with certain people;)
today i was sloth-y and just hung out and slept all day. tried to make sugar cookies but the dough has to sit in the fridge over night...gay.
thats all i got.
Current mood: accomplished
why is it the most fun to do nothing with you but pretend to be soldiers in a war hiding under a bush and sleeping while you play vice city? i am lucky and i hope 5:07 never comes;)
Current mood:  sleepy
Thursday, November 28, 2002
So thanksgiving was actually pretty cool this year. got to spend the morning with chris and his family. they have breakfast which was nice because i actually got to spend some time with his family and i like them so it was cool. and then went to my mom's to see her, my brother and my sister. i was suposed to end the night at my dad's but i guess he had better things to do and he wasnt home and was not answering his phone... i guess that's life though.
at my house we made lists of all of the stuff we were thankful for and read them out loud. it was neat hearing what andie and ryan had to say. they aren't as selfish and shallow as i sometimes think, although my brother's list definately had vice city, turkey and tv wedged in between family and love:) my list: my family- extended and imediate, all of our family friends, my friends- especially my little group, chris, my cats, a college fund so that i don't have to be stressed out about school, and car insurance:)
so anyway it was a good holiday over all. um...tomorrow i will have a back window, then birtday lunch with my mom and chris (hopefully??) and then later on heartland, kbc and the fags down at the machine shop... you should all come.
Current mood: sleepy
Monday, November 25, 2002
12:30AM
you know I try to give this town a benefit of a doubt and then fucking stupid shit happens.
i woke this morning to find out that some dunb ass kid threw a huge rock through the back window of my car... i mean i had no fucking window and there was glass every where in my car... i have a really nice car and it pisses me off that people don't have respect for others belongings. i mean, i work my ass off to have nice things and these shithead sixteen year olds think they just rule the god damn earth.
then, nates car gets broken into RIGHT DOWNTOWN in front of fucking kelley's. from what i understand you could see his van from the torch and kelley's both. warning to everyone...remove any thing you like from your car because it probably won't be there the next time you go outside!!!! i won't be hanging out downtown any more...rest assured!!!!!!!!
not only that but when I checked the crime statis on my street I found out that a girl just got raped around here last month. i am also enrolling in ti kwan do. WHY DO I LIVE IN SUCH A SCARY AND STUPID TOWN????????????? It really sucks to know that i am about 10% safe right now.
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